"I have these referee camps in St. Louis and I said to them one day... 'Life's pretty good right now, you're in high school, mum and dad probably bought you a car, you got a girlfriend, but guess what? You're going to get kicked in the balls a lot throughout your life and it's about how you come out on the other side and how you prevail and about your perseverance and your resiliency', and as much as I sound like that's where I'm headed and so on, it still bugs me and that's why I need to go and speak to somebody and trying to get past that and quit worrying about what other people think.
It sucks because it still bothers me. That wasn't the way it was supposed to end, but guess what? You can't write your own story and you have to find a way to get past it and move on."